PREETY BOY -

i really had the mood to blog, really, but, its gone now. haha. shitzo.
anyway, sometime i picked up from a book,

" I had fallen in love, even if he was still finding his way. "

I hate such quotes. Attacks every part of me from every corner.

Why does Monday come before Tuesday
Why do summers start in June
Why do winters come too soon
Why do people fall in love
When they're always breaking up, oh why
Why do we love if love will die


Why does Wednesday come after Tuesday
Why do flowers come in May
Why does springtime go away
Why do people fall in love
When they're always breaking up, oh why
Why do I love you tell me why

you can't be kidding eh, i'm feeling feverish all over again, gosh, i cant stand this feeling. take it away please.

Before this, fri night was spent cycling with flyer guys till dawn breaks, it.was.awesome. Never have i did something so extreme like that. i mean literally, the whole treacherous journey, i was praying in silence ( that explains why i didnt talk when i was cycling. haha ) and so, i got myself, no irfan, got me into an accident. sucha confident stunt he pulled off, but well, part of it was my fault. that caused me 2 awful injury and nothing on him.
Was so tiring i could feel the bicycle seat on my ass right now, stuck.

thank god school is only on Friday. Today was a good 1st day of school.

Aussie Love. Favourite picha!

Hey ho, i dont know whether its good to be back, really, i really do love aussie since i was first there in 1999. Sucha lovely aussie.

Congrats to Kak Yati and Ruz, finally tying the knot. Was a lovely 3-day wedding. A unique experience i had. Met a few really nice people and spent time with Dean and Bebe. Ahh, bebe i cant get enough of her. So bloody cute.

Also had a chance to go clubbing in aussie, under guest list too ^^
and honestly, maybe that wasnt the best night they had. But the club is huge and spacious, wasnt really used to it. haha. Nevertheless it was fun! Aussie ppl are pretty huge, therefore the large space i reckon. hmmm.

You also have no idea how much ive been praying for this 1 week extended holiday. If it didnt happen i wouldve screwed my Biochem and maths along with organic chem.
Sucha krazy risk to take. thank god for the pigs. really.
Talking bout pigs. i felt so feverish, so hot on Monday night and officially fever Tuesday morning, i of course panicked. Considering ive travelled. But But, i had the previous medicine to take so i took it and it worked well. That isnt Swine Flu isnt it, if it can resist Antibiotics? im taking chances here. hahaha. oh well, im fine now. kinda.

Getting in the mood to study again, after 3 whole weeks of not, is tough.....
krazy tough. maths oh maths, why do you have to exist, u can suck balls.
sucha pain in the ass. swear. Nevertheless, E learning is sucha waste of shit time, really, but hey i would rather that than skool itself.

did i mention i bought 9 pairs of shoes? oh yes i did.....

I need to get this off my chest before I continue with the mountains of assignments right in front of me now. Why does it seem i have a lot to do?

Life without my Mother is pretty tough, emotionally, physically, mentally, you name it. And as for me, to juggle school and housework is one hell of a task. Let alone my social life, which is almost depleting right now, god.
Nevertheless, God, is always fair. In this so called "ordeal" i'm having, I have learnt to be independent, and most importantly, learnt that I have a loving Father, all this while. No doubt, it was awakward the first few days living alone with him.
As days go by, I felt that we were a team in this. A good one in fact.
We caught Terminator Salvation at Plaza Sing at 12.35 A.M, because he felt like it. I was estatic to hear him suggest such an "event". haha. It was a blast, the movie eh, sialah, awesome gitu. Serious Shit. And towards the end of the movie, he kinda fell asleep and I dont know, its the same feeling I get whenever I see my cat sleep.
He even went to work on a Sunday morning, while i was sleeping till the afternoon.
Went for Dinner, and a little grocery shopping.

This has got me thinking, taking over my mom'm position in the house, washing clothes, hanging it dry, folding it, maintain the damn kitchen, sweeping, cat's litter and what not, is really one hell of a job, and i never did lay my hands to do those work or help her, for the recent years. And that we ought to be very very thankful, my siblings and I. Which i don't think either of us has done, or even thought about it.

And for my Dad, its gonna be 4 days left before I leave, and sometimes i wish I never did book that ticket. To think that he is going to be alone, oh yes i'm sure about that, my brother is no type to go dinner-with-my-father kind. Its a shame. And it is today that I realize he has played the most outstanding in this family. Even though he is seldom around all this while.

I am very thankful for the past 7 days that I have lived, for I have learnt to know my Father for who he truly is, and that I his family means the whole world to him.

Just got back from the airport yet again. God, it was heartbreaking to part with my mama. Right now all feels different. Even though its just 10 days, i don't know, i'm just so used to being next to her all the time. You know, to the extend of choosing her over my friends for dinner or shopping. haha. she ma best bud yoyooy.
I would like to post the pictures at the airport just now, but nah, i would start tearing again. )= 10 days, 10 days, Be gone.

and 11th would be my turn! wooopee. daddy said he might not be able to send me over to airport, now how sad is that? He even mentioned MRT, krazzzzzzzzy.
And if my bro works night shift, and daddy is working, that really means i gotta take the mrt. god, i need my momma! hahahaha

anyway, IZAN & FIR, TAKE OFF AITE SO U CAN SEE ME FLY OFF. KEKEKEKE.

My Brother to Aussie today.
My Mom to Aussie on the 31st
Me to Aussie on the 11th. KEKEKEKEKEKKEEKXX excited much.

I'm in school now, early, cause my Daddy managed to fetch me here. Matter of fact, i'm very thankful for the very smooth week i had, it was nice. Very glad that things are smooth sailing right now. ( not referring to my school stuff. haha ) Oh well,

So thats 10 days without my Mom at home, i really wonder how i'm gonna survuve without her. Even for one day. Sounds really hard. And of course taking over doing housework and stuff, gila kaper.

And dad who isnt gonna go over to Aussie as he has work and all. i do pity him u know, he has worked his whole life and no time to enjoy. Oh well. when i earn mother big-bucks i'm gonna bring moma and dad around the world. Chedebah! ahahha,

alrightos, ciao!

Miss you guys already! ahhaahhah


I need to:

have one day worth of sleep
have break from lab reports
have break from SP2
have break from BioChem
have another day of sleep.
QUIT BAND
organize my thoughts.
get interested in Super Junior.
CLUB ASAP. like ASAP.
collect my pay.
buy something from PRADA.
pick up a new skill.
enrol for license (KEKEX)
freaking eat right now.
STUDAYYYYYYYYY!

ive been through a hell load of shit, i'm sure i'm able to handle school.
Because right now, its reallly a lot of things to handle. Freaking science course.
I cant wait for 29th man, i miss that "nothing else matters" feeling, one of a kind.

I hope all Fridays will be like yesterday, it was well-spend. I love my cool classmates. I know they've got my back. Was shopping at Zara and they helped me pick out the nicest ones while i go a try it on. Sweet or what? ahha! Hidayat desperately wanted to watch 17 again wahaha, klakar or what, but to no avail, Cine wasnt showing. Nevertheless, got ourselves a room at e2max ( god i miss that place ) and watch Mirrors! Eh, seram ceritenyer. And the favourite jaw-breaking part, woah.
Best seh, Zoo kan next next week? HAHA.

Lydia had a great time at Flyer! Keke, she saw you-know-who and i got all excited. I miss those cheeky days at work. No Kid. Wish i could repeat some parts of it, i miss serving inside the cabins, serve in the wedding capsule and got a complain just because i didnt provide them another champagne glass, what the hell. Eating leftover from the F&B capsules. Cock/Mock tails for flyer peeps, and not to forget the chocolates! Sedap to the max. Champagne Flights are the bomb. And of course, my companion when i get lonely in the VIP Lounge, The walkie talkie! God, i miss those days, i miss flyer dudes.

School is giler-babi. No shit. Had 3 hours of Organic Chem Lecture and 3/4 of it i was trying very hard to NOT sleep, but to no avail. It was Krazy that 3 hours, i caught no balls. Lucky i have Lyd, Yat, eh sorry, Raay (LOL), and An to make Friday what its suppose to be!

Gerri's Crib tonight.

Tuesday: Had Gelare with Joshua and Yu Xiang omggggggggggggggggggg, it has been ages man! i miss them so much and oh god, so much laughter and we talked how school was good and how at times it sucked, and how we are all doing different things. It was a good catching-up session that i would like to do again! I miss them already. )=
& we didnt take pics together! shiets.

tell me you love me, come back and haunt me.
this is the only situation whereby i'll say 'haunt me' willingly, haha, no really, how sweet can this sentence get. smart lyrics.
Coldplay - The Scientist.

School's been good, had out first test, which HAD to be Quality Control, such a bore. but oh well, it was fine and the lecturer, hilarious.
And i am lagging in maths, OMG, its so had to even pretend i love it, talk about actually liking it.

Study session with clique tomorrow, haha, looking forward looking forward.

okay i think thats about enuff pics.
ANYWAY, its been long since i got my ass out with gerri and so called the gang, apparently half of them didnt turn up, and dale being the ultimate Bitch, whats new right. ahhaha, i can never think of a way to NOT forgive him. such an ass.

Sat was well spent, did many many lab reports, putting together the pieces and i love starbucks. We forgot to have cake. damn. the guys went off for Wolverine(!) and i to sheeshaaaaa, god it feels good. wished they come in small packets. HAHA.
and ytd, i felt exceptionally like a minah just for that few hours sheeshaa- ing.
LOL, dont agree with me, pls.

Sunday was better because its Mother's Day!
and as usual, my brotherS NEVER ever in his life take note of such things, and i proudly gave my mom the bag that i bought her ytd from charles and keith (on sale)
lol. She of course, went krazyyyyyy ( yo momma she gets krazy! ) hahaha
AND I FINALLY HAD PRAWN MEEEEE, yums, see la IZAN, now if i dont satisfy my craves i'll get cranky! hahahahaha.
had ice cream at haagen daez, and she got a flower, she so happy she so happy!
Me love me Momma.
and i love buying shoes every Sunday.

NYP Band on Monday, woooweee.
I miss my so shiny AES Horn. Its a Beauty.

its been awhile!
Anyway, the long weekend was gooooooood,
got my ass to JB finally on Labour Day with the family to get stuff for my bro's engagement this May. got a mountain of things and ate a hell lot, as usual.
Had seafood at Newton in the night, and god knows, how(thankful) and damn full i was.
Plus, managed to join the crew for KBOX at cine, woowee, one hell of a night.
if only they didnt ordered green tea, damn.

Spent the whole day on ENG MATHS on sat, killer man killer. i thot i was DONE with maths. screw screw.

and Sun was much more fun! because i had wantan meeeeeeee.

School has been a blast, well for now i suppose? I enjoy Labs!
and LUNCH TIME!!!! and many many food around.
and my classsssssssssssss (:

Thurs/ Fri = Cant make it for DBL O IZAN, me is going to be tired.
Sat = absolutely canot wait.

ciao people.

Week 2 and the list of things to do goes on and on.
Talk about the rest of the remaining years. grr.
I miss aes frends! esp 5/1! ahhhh, wondering how they're doing, all so far away from me )=
Hope all of them are doing good, wherever they are.

cant wait for aussie trip, to see how much it has changed since the last time i was there. cant waittttttttttttttttttttt!

yum,

booyaa!
school's been great! the week passed pretty slowly, but nevertheless everything went smoothly. yum yum.
lectures are interesting except for a few really boring ones.
maths was krazyyyyyyyyyy yoyoyooy.
so many presentations to be done, all thrown to our face, rar.
biochem is the bomb though.

its weird too, not going out at night and coming back home in the morning.
missed that old routine of mine. having fun, going krazy in clubs and meeting new people and having really great laughs. i especially miss the times at tanjong pagar, where nothing really matters, except for whats going inside it. hahahah fun times fun times. and not to forget, reporting to work at 10am still feeling high, haha, never will i forget, best times ever!
aw, comon, not as if its not gonna happen again, right? hahaha

right.
wooowheeeeee, 3 years are sure to pass by in such a flash, so i shall capture every moment of it! Good or bad. (=

woah, my dad has been in a very good mood, i swear, and hence i am too trying to be nice to him haha. not that i havent nice! so he's getting the lappy for me, and the hp give to my bro or chuck it at home. and hopefully, a bag that i wld die to have. ( not chanel sadly ) and also the aussie trip that he had convinced me to go, despite me knowing, tt i will have class or band pracs or what not. 11th - 27th June, my mom being the most organized, has started packing! krazy o whut.

more pics till i get my ass to skool!
so eggciting!

i am SO having a hangover right now.
O BAR w cuzzzzie was one of the best yet again, gets better and better each time.
We took the 2nd shot hoping to get a lil bit higher but the lights were back on, what a waste sheeesh.

And hopefully, THIS VERY SUNDAY, is my last day of work, because i really really really need the much needed rest so i could be fully energized for School! These people are not ready to let me go, dammit.
Always thinking about their own needs, what about mine?

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Nevertheless, NYP ORIENTATION, was such a blasttttttttttttttt. (=
i have such great frends already,!
and also managed to have the best performance hahahaha in such rushing plannning.
you people im gonna learn to love,
coz im sure its gonna be more than 3 years (=

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and i just had the best part-timer pay eva!!
dont ask.

if i might say this, i'm so fucking proud of aes band oh god. You guys have grown to such an extend that i cldnt have imagined. Ytd, One of the best days i have ever had. I hope it goes the same for you guys too. All the big big thanks, to Mr Alvin, of course, for never never ever ever ever in his life, give up hope on us. He has indeed thought us ( or rather me ) the art of peserverance and confidence. All my thanks to you, and of course! Mr Z! haha, the best best ever. For bringing even more hope to the band, always always there for us. (= such a joy, my band days, looking back.. miss all of it.. nevertheless, congrats to all, hard work paid off ( though nt as much )= )) but, very, very well done.

Now now, looking forward to Alumni pracs. haha. (=

My batam trip postponed. HOW SADDDD, was so looking forward to it. humph.

27th: Wenta O BAR with the flyer peeps! so so sad Izan couldn't make it, shits.
It was the best night ever because there were 20 of us, fullhouse. Rocked the dance floor! unfortunately had to leave early (3am) due to work next morning at 10am. see how krazy i am. and others at work too, all sleepy and not focused in the talkie. hahah hilarious. and till nowm i haven had enough sleep. wait, i never did.. oh well, many many more to come! woo weee.






Monday ; Brought my mom, grandpa, zan, kak fiza to the flyer just for fun since i had free tix. muahahaa, kecoh to the max, but nevertheless, glad my mom had fun haha.

now somthing im gonna look forward too. love it.

6th, NYP ORIENTATION, skipping 7th for BATAM WOO WEE.
7th-8th: BATAM TRIP WITH SF PEEEEEEEPS! <3
12th june - 27th: AUSSSSIE BABEY. PEACE.



and c-a-n-t w-a-i-t!